I’m Scared

What if I won’t succeed at writing? It scares me to watch everyone else pursue the orthodox path of finding a job whereas I’m pursuing my dream of writing. 

I have financial goals too. I want to buy a beautiful house by the sea and live my days crafting beautiful words that readers enjoy. 

I want it so bad. I’m sacrificing many months to give this a fair shot but the fear of failure has finally showed its ugly face.

From right now, I’m making some huge changes in my life starting with the amount of time I spend working each day. 

I’ve set a daily quota of 7000 words for 6 days a week and I plan to release many books in the next 6 months. I am going to give my entire life to writing and God willing, I succeed. 

To be honest, I don’t have much to say because I’m in a state of panic (lol) but rather than breaking apart, I’m directing all of it towards working harder. 

Let’s see if I can truly succeed as an author. Let’s see…

Z.K

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2 thoughts on “I’m Scared

  1. The Past Due Book Review February 22, 2017 / 12:59 am

    As a fellow writer struggling with the seemingly unending anxiety tied with trying to “make it,” you got this! Don’t give up hope and take any criticism with a positive spin if possible.

    • Zak February 22, 2017 / 7:36 am

      Thanks for the words of encouragement 🙂 They often say, you win or you learn. Let’s learn until we eventually win!

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